Decisions in life

Work History:Movie Gallery Manager-Associate Pastor-Director of Broadcast Services-Chief of Operations
I was talking with Joe the other day and we were discussing how people always remember the good times of our past.  The word Joe used was “over romanticize.”  I always seem to dwell on the things we enjoyed, and sometimes the memories of things we didn’t enjoy are amazingly enjoyable.  As I dwell at my past, I am just thankful.  It has been a fantastic life full of grace from God and those around me.  For a while I have been feeling the pull(guidance from God) back into full-time church ministry (gulp.)  That sounds easy enough, but life is complicated.  I have an amazing  job, that I love.  I’m not just typing that.  I love my job at Kentucky Heartland Outreach.  I have an incredible boss, and great employees working for/with me.  There is zero drama, and zero “that’s not my job” attitude.  Everyone seems to enjoy what they do.  I have complete freedom in the areas I am responsible for (no micro-managing.)  It is wonderful.  And now I have decisions to make.  A church has offered me a full-time position in working with students.  This possibility is scary yet exciting.  My life experience causes me to be hesitant, yet I feel that God may be pointing us in that direction.  It is decision making time.  I have came upon an unexpected fork in the road, and I really don’t want to go down either path.  Not because I dislike my options.  My inclination for stillness is because to choose one path I must deny the alternative.  So here I stand.  The directions are quite clear, it’s the destination that is a bit blurry. 
If you are the praying type, please remember my  family when you spend time with our God.  If you aren’t, try it sometime.